How Can I Fix This.? I Have RUINED My Life.?

All I can say that everything is blown way out of proportion when you are in your teens. Your parents don't hate you, but they don't know how to respond to your problems. They are human, and don't have all of the answers, but they do love you. I told my kids that I love them no matter what. I might not like what they are doing, or like how they are acting, but I would love them. The do want you to get through this, but they need to know that they trust you. Talk to your parents and try to see this from their point of view. They feel helpless, they hate to see you go through this, but sometimes it's the times where we feel the lowest that our lives change for the better.... I hope that this helped...